...Dear Diary
Diaries of a Divergent
...Dear Diary
Diaries of a Divergent
A Song of Ice and Fire
When the snows fall
And the white winds blow
The lone wolf dies
And the pack survives
...
George R. R. Martin
Just writing my thoughts. ..
Those with friend(s) can never understand lonely people
They can't understand the pain of feeling lonely in a crowd
They can't stand being alone
It scares them
They just can't understand loneliness
And lonely people
And they can't help either
Ahhh damn it
I feel so different that it bothers
I can't communicate with others
I can't connect to people
No one understands me
Some are disgusting
Some are boring
Some are annoying
Some are cruel
Some have anything they want
Some get what they want whenever they want without any effort
Some are indifferent about the others and don't care about other people
Some are stingy
Some are numb
Some are selfish
Some are always sad like me but always smile and hide their true feelings duo to their own reasons that might be trying to not hurt the others or just know that even if they say their true feelings no one cares or understands
Can anyone give me a good laugh?
I guess not
I now stop trying to help everyone and spend my precious time just to give them hope or make them happy or just help them in anyways
Heh I'm sure I won't do that
Sh*t why should I be like this
Have Courage and be a complete idiot(=kind) Where's my bl**dy happy ending
Where's my blo**dy soulmate
I guess (s)he is dead
Toonaciied
?!
Cause that would be really nice
Hoping for Christmas Miracle
And all I wish for is
...
Oh I shouldn't just say my wish like that
Then it won't come true
*Sigh*
Itanwnaenledsespsle
Let's see well
But I'm sure no one cares