...Dear Diary

...Dear Diary

Diaries of a Divergent
...Dear Diary

...Dear Diary

Diaries of a Divergent

برای عارتی!

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Hate Everyone Trust No one

One girl answers me just to be polite

The other doesn't like me

The other doesn't care anymore like she ever cared for real

To others

I'm just invisible

Like for real


They just forget all tge good things I've done for them

Bl**dy Bas****s

They just come to me when they need me

When they're all alone and non of their f**king friends are around

F***kers

I really hate you all

And yeah

Go f**k yourself

Go mas****** with that hole in the wall or I don't with your pen or sth f**kers

You filthy worthless rude animals

That don't know anything about how hard life can be

How pain really feels

Poor little maso*****s

You don't even know the differences between loneliness and being alone

Cuz you never were really lonely

You would always find someone to hang around and waste time with

You're even scared of it


You thought I will come and beg to stay

Go die

Go rott in hell

Go wherever you want

Like I care

Like I'm gonna break into pieces if you go

F***king go

I had this before

I'm used to it


Don't return

Never ever return

And if I see you again

I wouldn't even show that I know you

Cuz now you're just SIUTK


And I will never forgive you

I will never forgive anyone

And I won't forget


Now

I close the doors

No matter how much you knock

I'm not gonna open it

Not again

Not untill my S. Comes

And even if he/she didn't

I don't care


When you won't understand it yourself

I don't see any reason to make you understand it

Cuz then that understanding it useless


Song


I will survive


Filthy liars


Don't ever come back

A letter to myself :)

You're not wanted anywhere love why can't you get it

Why don't you stop trying and accept it you're an outcast

No one likes you

No one's ever going to like you

But don't change yourself because of that

Be who you want to be

Be yourself

Even If no one likes you

I like you

With all your flaws all your imperfections

And know this 

YOU ARE NOT ALONE

Just like m. And j. Said

And

LOVE YOURSELF FIRST

Just like j. Said

And

ALWAYS KEEP FIGHTING

Again just like j. Said

And know this

You have God

You have a loving family

That will never really leave you alone

Just like it was told in Harry Potter

You have a place to call home

You have m. And n. And j. And h. And others as your friends

You have your plants

And somehow you have k.c. and h.c. and m.d.f. too

So

YOU ARE NOT ALONE

GOOD DAYS WILL COME

STAY STRONG

HAVE COURAGE

AND BE KIND


Sincerely

Sara

I'mLost

I got so Lost

I don't know how

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.

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I can't find my way home

:((((((

I wanna cry my eyes out

F*** the world

I'm super happy ^-^

I reallyyyy like shopping food!!!!!

I bought 7 ice creams and a pocket of gummy Cars(!!!) And a box of candles all with a price of 6500 tomans!!!!

Isn't that just awesome؟! ★~★

I talked for about half an hour with my sis!!!!

Do you believe that؟!

HALF AN HOUR

That's too much

Yeah and it was fun

I jumped all over the house three times like a chipmunk

And I did a lot of other crazy stuff that can not be explained

And

I took a lot of selfies

And I had fun you know

I didn't watch tv series though

And I did all of these in 45 minutes

Do you believeee that؟!

I'm super happy

And now I'm gonnq go studyyyyy

Yay!!!!

And I danced a little too

By the way just know that I can't dance at all so it was just some moves that a jellyfish (!!!) Would've done for dancing

Just imagine how awful they were :)))))


Because I'm happy

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Dance m....

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.

Ooooh


I'm s....

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I wish everyday could be like this!!!!

Byeeeee

Bye byeeee

Sayonara

Aniooo

Chaw

Turtle

Soon soon

Whatever!!!

:))))))))))))))))

I'm sure I went crazy!!!

LoL

ROFL


By the way not going to the school tomorrow

And know this

I'm so Hot

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♥~♥

~_^

پنگوئن مرسی! ♥~♥

الان بهترم به واسطه ی پنگوئن و البته فکر به مارشملو و سریال و پفک و بستنی فردا و اینکه فردارو شاید بتونم بهتر کنم!

البت اینو صرفا برای خودم نوشتم چون فرد دیگ ای میدونم اهمیت نمیده! :)