Meh

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you had to leave

I wish that you would just leave

Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time can not erase

You cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

You screamed I'd fight away all of your fears

I held your hand through all of these years

You still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating life

Now I'm bounded by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away all of the sanity in me

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.

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My Immortal

I typed these people!!!

I can't get her outta my head

It just hits me

F*ck

I still get shocked

Bl**dy Me

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To G. And a lot others

SIUTK

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Never Gonna d...

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F*ck

I'm not at all in a good situation

H.C.

I'm totally like him

Bl**dy Bas**rds

Not just because of that

For a lot of other reasons too

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Why don't you get it

You're no good

And I'm not a fool by the way

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I made a fool of myself

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Yay

♥~♥

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Gotta Go

Bye Bye

New Year New Problems

It's being a bl**dy year from the beginning

Awsome -_-

I don't like people who psychoanalyze me

Even those who try to

And don't think I don't get it

By the way nice birthday :(

F*ck you all

No cake no going out no great dinner nothing just gifts

My aunt didn't remember it

My Grandpa too

My younger uncle

None of the contacts did

Just 5 people did

And four was close people I mean family you know

And one of my classmates did but a day before it

I guess it was because I told happy new year to her

That idiot did too but after I told HBD to her first that reminded her

Filthy liars

I know them

I knew that it was all a lie

Ans a day after it you expect me to answer your questions

Get lost you b**** 

You will ask me questions while you don't remember that it was my birthday

Great you're a nice friend you know

A lot did say HBD from far family members

But a day after it

And after that jerk in the group said yesterday was Sara's B-Day 

Thanks

It's being such a great year

Cried a lot on the first day of it

My heart broke a lot on the first day

I got bored and felt super sad a lonely

That's awesome isn't it

My mom was out almost all the night on the second day (my birthday) and the third one

That great time I had in the midnight yeah fantastic >_<

I don't study good enough

I'm wasting my time

I'm scared

My Grandma

Studies

I'm sad

And yeah

F*ck

No apologies accepted

Leave me alone

Bye

Happy New Year

سال نو مبارک گایز!

امیدوارم امسال سال بهتری باشه!

سی یا! ^_~

پی نوشت: دلم میدنایت کلیر میخواد! :(

من برم بخوابم و شایدم دعا کنم شاید یعنی میکنم فک کنم!

مه من حس خاصی ندارم!

لعنت فردا... T_T

شوک بزرگ ب.ت.ز!!!

عالیه!

وضعیت قرمز! 

گریت!

فنفریکینگتستیک به قول د. و س.! :/

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