I really need someone to talk to right now
But well like always there's no one to call
Everyone are busy over their own lives
Can't blame them well
So sweet when around people
So bitter when all alone
Am I bitter
I don't know
Well I guess
What I can say for sure is that I'm tired
Tired of trying and no good results coming out of it
F*ck the world again
I'm sleepy
But I'm not sure I'm not talking nonsense or sth
Maybe that's why she didn't like me anymore
You know people have their own problems to take care of
They're so busy that they won't have time to listen to yours
And more than that they do not care about you
They do not think of you
(it's the dark side again talking I can feel it the way he chooses words to push me down get the f*ck out of my mind I have enouf problems already okay)
You're an idiot
I wish I really could drown myself
It's way better down there than up here
I'm tired
I really wish I could talk with someone right now
I wish k.c. would just come here for a minute
No need to talk
Just a hug would do too
Just a hug
Give me love
Save me
It sounds like a dark horror story
I'm getting scared of myself
Let's end it seriously
Bye
Sorry for the sad vibes
Didn't really want it to turn out like this
Well it's not like anyone reads these
:(