...

F*ck going away

I'm back

Just the news:

I'm lonelier than ever these days

2 SIUTK

or maybe 3

I'm getting paranoid

and maybe some hallucinations

not important

anyways

I will never be the same

Like ever

A lot of swears going on these days

To almost anyone including G. nice huh

I'm tired man

I'm just tired

Not scared anymore

of anything

Well

M.B.F happened

so

that's just normal

Had some crazy scary dream

that scared the sh*t out of me

still okay

I really needed to talk

and still do

well the good thing is I have k.c and n. to talk to

:)

By the way I mean I told

F*ck you

to M. and S. and G. so

You need it more than anyone I guess

F*ck you a thousand times for being such a bad near friend and a do*chbag

F*ck you all

I'm just tired

I'm lonely

I'm sad

Like that's sth new

Still

TV series make me laugh

So I'm not that hopeless

If I lay my hands on one of those man I'll just do it

I will

People people

Why don't you get it

I'm not good

I'm not happy

I'm not childish

I'm dead

or maybe like always I'm just not good enough

F*ck it

Like I care

Anger

Anger

Anger

Sadness

Sadness

Sadness

I'm tired man

I definitely need a break on bad news

and bad things

No

No

and NO

I won't do that or that not anymore

That will just make me sadder than I am

and guilty too

So no

Stop

The bad side really was mean this time

I'm tired

Dreams so far away

And I just wanna sleep

and ...

Bye for now