F*ck going away
I'm back
Just the news:
I'm lonelier than ever these days
2 SIUTK
or maybe 3
I'm getting paranoid
and maybe some hallucinations
not important
anyways
I will never be the same
Like ever
A lot of swears going on these days
To almost anyone including G. nice huh
I'm tired man
I'm just tired
Not scared anymore
of anything
Well
M.B.F happened
so
that's just normal
Had some crazy scary dream
that scared the sh*t out of me
still okay
I really needed to talk
and still do
well the good thing is I have k.c and n. to talk to
:)
By the way I mean I told
F*ck you
to M. and S. and G. so
You need it more than anyone I guess
F*ck you a thousand times for being such a bad near friend and a do*chbag
F*ck you all
I'm just tired
I'm lonely
I'm sad
Like that's sth new
Still
TV series make me laugh
So I'm not that hopeless
If I lay my hands on one of those man I'll just do it
I will
People people
Why don't you get it
I'm not good
I'm not happy
I'm not childish
I'm dead
or maybe like always I'm just not good enough
F*ck it
Like I care
Anger
Anger
Anger
Sadness
Sadness
Sadness
I'm tired man
I definitely need a break on bad news
and bad things
No
No
and NO
I won't do that or that not anymore
That will just make me sadder than I am
and guilty too
So no
Stop
The bad side really was mean this time
I'm tired
Dreams so far away
And I just wanna sleep
and ...
Bye for now
It's the end
.
.
.
All hopes are gone
All trusts are betrayed
All fears are done
All life is dead
All me is lost
.
.
.
So say goodbye
Don't follow
MBF happened
And I'm still alive
I lost all the the trust
And Hope
I don't fear anything anymore
I don't have hope anymore
I'm a dead person
.
.
.
Now you've sewn them shut
F*ck you
Pray that I ...
Pray
Cause I don't believe anymore
I lost MBF
And I faced MBF
And I lost my G
And I lost myself
A piece of me got buried that day with her
And it won't ever be the same
Or maybe
I don't want it to be the same
They should have buried me with her
I'm drowned
And this time I don't want anyone to save me
I don't want to be saved
I wanna ...
If I ever want to be saved
I'm the one who's gonna save me
Not G not anyone else
I hate you
I miss her
And she's dead
Now she's really dead
F*ck
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