All these things I hate...

And I'm beginning to hate everyone I know

I wish that I never knew them this much

Then all my fantasies wouldn't get ruined

And then I wouldn't lose my last hope in these people

I got disappointed and disappointed again and again

So you know I will just stop trying until the right person shows up

You were the last chance I gave to these people

But you disappointed me

So I'll just stick to my not human friends

I guess that would be better

Maybe that bl**dy soulmate of mine shows up and things change

But until then I won't try anymore

I'm just tired of all these very normal and boring people

They just make me sick

I'm tired of getting angry over their dumbness

Maybe I'm just too different 

But really does that mean that no one in the world can understand me or at least try to understand me?!

There's not even one person in the world that I can connect to?!

If the answer is yes

Then it really hurts

And till now the answer seems to be yes

And that's why I'm so disappointed and hopless

Great

Yeah awesome

Yeal well I don't give a f*ck anymore

Let's just enjoy my solitude

Well again I'm sure none of this will ever happen↑

I guess my b**dy mind will tell me try one more time

You'll regret it later

And when I try

We see that things just get worse

Then shut up my stupid mind

I don't want to listen to your never working suggestions

Not anymore

Tema tema

Where are you?! :(

They laugh...

I laugh...

All these things I hate...

↑For myself

Don't try to understand