:'(

این مطلب توسط نویسنده‌اش رمزگذاری شده است و برای مشاهده‌ی آن احتیاج به وارد کردن رمز عبور دارید.

I want snow ^-^

The lesser you know the happier you are

The more different you are the lonelier you get

I don't always nag about being alone or feeling lonely

We usually get on with each other so well

But sometimes it gets so unbearable

Specially when I have other problems

Or just need someone to understand me to make me happy to give me hope and help me to go on and help me to get on with my problems

When I need strength

When I need someone to talk to

And there's no one

When I need answers

When all I need is a simple hug or smile

When I want to go out with someone  and do crazy stuff

with or take crazy selfies

+I wish you could be here

+A friend is someone you can show your ugliest selfies to

Today was a good day till now

Wish that I don't cry again

+Sweets, Candies, Lollipops

Yum ^-^

Munch Munch Munch

♥Christmas is coming♥

To a Beloved Grandma...

این مطلب توسط نویسنده‌اش رمزگذاری شده است و برای مشاهده‌ی آن احتیاج به وارد کردن رمز عبور دارید.

I'm so happy... U_U

Oh I missed this song so much

Happy to hear it again

I got to the point that my head is in denial

So no matter how much I try and force myself to accept this fact my head won't accept it

That's when I get nump

And then happy

And when my head finally accepts it

Then emotions will over flow

And then

Poor me...

Let's just enjoy the moment ^-^

+At first I thought I try to act different

But then I realized I am different myself

Maybe a little too different

No need to act :)))

+I'm not arrogant

But

I am proud to be me ^-^

+Maybe my head is not in denial

And the reason that I'm not sad is that I'm trying to run away from thinking of her and the memories

Then why couldn't I run away from them before?!

Something's wrong

I can feel it

But I just don't want to get sad right now

So just forget it

S.S

All these things I hate...

And I'm beginning to hate everyone I know

I wish that I never knew them this much

Then all my fantasies wouldn't get ruined

And then I wouldn't lose my last hope in these people

I got disappointed and disappointed again and again

So you know I will just stop trying until the right person shows up

You were the last chance I gave to these people

But you disappointed me

So I'll just stick to my not human friends

I guess that would be better

Maybe that bl**dy soulmate of mine shows up and things change

But until then I won't try anymore

I'm just tired of all these very normal and boring people

They just make me sick

I'm tired of getting angry over their dumbness

Maybe I'm just too different 

But really does that mean that no one in the world can understand me or at least try to understand me?!

There's not even one person in the world that I can connect to?!

If the answer is yes

Then it really hurts

And till now the answer seems to be yes

And that's why I'm so disappointed and hopless

Great

Yeah awesome

Yeal well I don't give a f*ck anymore

Let's just enjoy my solitude

Well again I'm sure none of this will ever happen↑

I guess my b**dy mind will tell me try one more time

You'll regret it later

And when I try

We see that things just get worse

Then shut up my stupid mind

I don't want to listen to your never working suggestions

Not anymore

Tema tema

Where are you?! :(

They laugh...

I laugh...

All these things I hate...

↑For myself

Don't try to understand

در باب احمقیت اینجانب!

از تازه به دوران رسیده ها و اونایی که بیخودی ادعای فضل میکنن و اونایی که بدون اینکه چیز خیلی خاصی داشته باشن خودشونو میگیرن متنفرم متنفرم متنفرم...

ولی چرا اعصاب خودمو سر همچین احمقایی خورد میکنم؟!

چرا بازم باهاشون خوب رفتار میکنم یا کمکشون میکنم در حالیکه میخوام نبینمشون و دلم میخواد انقد تخریب شخصیتشون کنم انقد زیر کتک بگیرمشون که نگو؟!

خب فک کنم چون یه احمق زیادی مهربونم ولی جالب اینجاست که ساده لوح نیستم چون میفهمم و اینکارو میکنم! :/

آه لعنت کاشکی میشد این احساسات لعنتی رو خاموش کرد فقط درد دارن آه لعنت ولی به قول اون وقتی اخساسات منفی رو خاموش کنی مثبتم خاموش میشه! >_<

دوس ندارم بی رحم باشم و دوس دارم گاهی بی رحم باشم!

دوس دارم بی حس باشم و دوس ندارم بی حس باشم!

اه لعنت به من! تکلیفتو روشن کن!!!! :(